little thing.

mother mary

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 15:05:53 GMT

Mother murder, may I slaughter your daughter and deliver her from evil? She will become my very own premature and premeditated "mercy killing" I say mercy , because I will deliver her from shadows of her thirteenth year and 'the curse' that falls from between her thighs. I am the messiah of menstruation , carrying her "crooked cross" constructed of tampons and string on my back.

She'll never taste the sting of of gossip, the fear of rumors and the reflection of their mirrors. Daughter will never sit in the seat next to him , apple eater,

WOMEN BLOW

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 17:24:10 GMT

Because women are the weaker species and as such they display their inferiority in severe increments of emotional pain and tears. They cry more often than men because they probably have far many more reasons to do so and it It must be some sort of coping device. Then there is the whole factor of the menstrual cycle that ensues every month at the end. It also is a major influence on the crying factor,

I mean if I was bleeding for no apparent other than my genetics and chromosomes we’d all be crying.
But being as we aren’t of the female tribe, we cannot even begin to imagine what it could be like on the side of evolution.

Men on the other side of the spectrum only cry when no one is around, women cry without shame or blame in front of anyone and everyone. It is their divine right, and it will be exercised even without male understanding.

Then there is great amount pressure put on the male community world wide that men who cry are not the same as the ones that don’t and disgrace the XX chromosome. Men also have many different coping devices, such as drugs and alcohol and even smoking. Why cry if you can smoke drink or even use?

Men love a good challenge and so choking back a couple of tears might do something for each different individual.

Crying is not weaker or even for a specific gender per say but you cannot change the views of society because of its many contradictions or acceptations.

This should not be the be the same but similar in some aspects I mean if you cry it doesn’t change what you have in between your legs, now does it? It just means you are indeed very human and I am pretty sure with being one you have also have rights and I don’t remember any thing in the charter saying men can’t cry.

role models

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 17:23:29 GMT

Two examples of positive role models would be Marilyn Manson, and Hitler. Marilyn is merely a man behind the stage makeup and outrageous outfits, trying to find his place in the world and believe me I think he’s found it, right smack in the middle of it all. He is a free thinker a leader whether his act of leadership lead to positive is yet to be further examined. He is an artist and as such he is creating and at the same time informing his target audience, teenagers around the world, instructing them as to what is really going. I think he is that role model contributes to the better of humanity and that is what he does but in his terms. As long as the information in regards to our government, social intolerance, the manner of the presentation of this information should be ignored as long as it is being put on display and serving it’s purpose: education. He is an artist destroying cultural ignorance one small closed mind at a time. Him a s role model he is both merely just promoting creativity and exercising his right as human being, not too much his creative genius.

Life is about finding your place, who you are despite all the aspects that should tell you otherwise, be yourself at no one else’s expense than yourself. He is doing just that to the letter, and this why he is appositive role model. If you can handout knowledge of American culture, and sing some rock and roll songs, why shouldn’t he be looked upon as is rightly due. A role model. Not your typical role model, a role model nonetheless.

Hitler on the other end of things wasn’t a role model for someone maybe not you as a specific person or even you as a certain race, but to some he was indeed just that and nothing else. He was a man with a dream, a dream that started with his “ vision” of a perfect country mother Germany and a perfect world. Firstly as we are instructed from the beginning, chase your dreams, have goals and ambitions? Hitler did chase his dream and let nothing and no one stand in his way of achieving of what he deemed valuable. Life is values, morals and decisions and nothing else. He made his and we are own. It is debatable in that aspect but looking closely, he was from birth, a vicious dictator and a grand Freuer, and Hitler was baby too once. He was low class, and as such worked his way to the top, just like we do in today’s world, just in a different manner, He like most worked for what he got and got nothing less than he slaved for.

making a family

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 15:54:40 GMT

Do you think your feelings about having children and parenting will be the same in five, ten, or

even fifteen years from now? What might happen to affect your feelings and attitudes?

My feelings right at my age and in the world I live in and have partially created for myself, children are not even in my mind. I firmly believe that my opinions will be timeless, unchanged, as I proceed to age, five, 10 or 15 years from now. When I say what I will do or won’t do something I usually follow through. I am too selfish and conceited to think about other people’s needs and wants, especially an infant’s. I decide a life worth living; I see what babies do to people. Babies are the dream killers; the rock thrown that smashed the window of future endeavors.

People just like me have trodden down with the burden of childbirth and all the duties that follow. They have thrown away what they held dear; their dreams become an empty shell. The traded their education in for a highchair and the infamous phrase “ I told you so”. What happens to these people when the object of their devotion and time expends their energy limitlessly on a regular basis? They are titled appropriately the stay at “home mothers” who wed and bled out their past aspirations of life and what could have held for them. I am no mother. I am no father. I am a child, who will undoubtedly remain childless and with boundless opportunities. I refuse to be restricted from all of personal potential.

With this all being said, you ask what may happen in the future to my values toward this topic, well who’s to know? I am not all knowing nor can I look into the future, but I do know this , I have the tendency to abuse my alcohol, and quite possibly I might make the worst mistake I could possibly imagine , but there is that possibility in everyone even I am not exempt from it.

If that happens which I pray will never occur as a result,

I will print an extra copy of this essay and eat with earl grey tea and as it pains my digestive system I will cry the bitter tears of irony. I will eat my words, just as fast as you can read them.

true geisha

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 23:38:41 GMT

i can stop a boy dead
in his tracks
causing him to collide into fellow shoppers in a mall
he lost his footing
and fell hard.
it was emabrassing for him

shoes

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 20:20:47 GMT

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Fri, 23 Mar 2007 08:55:06 GMT

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catpeople

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 05:03:17 GMT

this is my cat not yours
he's dead and you arent
i miss him
not you
i wish my dog died instead of him so i guess that makes me a cat person

waking up with

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 17:19:17 GMT

FLEM FLEM

school

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 14:31:40 GMT

Meth, Murder and You

North American society is not a magnificent thriving populous whose failures do not out number its acquisitions, nor do they make them obsolete. Although there are efforts to do so, among these fruitless endeavors and conquests there are also excuses.

It is these excuses that are considered obsolete until something of equal or exceeding also fails or undesired events occur. Crystal Methamphetamine is one of the many candidates running for this particular campaign, and although it is not in office, the people are still casting in their votes.

Examine this a bit more closely and take a deeper look take murder (homicide) and call it what you want and in the ultimate end the fact and effects are still the same. Now take a spin on the headlines, associate it with this particular amphetamine and its seriousness and validity has just become redefined. The local news shocks you and turns your mind into a tempest of questions and thoughts that need answers.

Questions such as “Why did this happen, here in this community?” “Could have this been prevented?” “What kind of person would do this?” Out of the quiet despration of your mind you have completely fogotten it is right in front of you in front of you beside your morning coffee. It lies there right underneath the old fashioned glazed doughnut, there scribed in careful black ink.

“Methamphetamine, murder, and you” It’s not exactly what was written but you took from it and so if it was good enough fir the entire mainland and some of Vancouver Island it most certainly is good enough for you; who is a middle class white male in a new development in some quiet little town, where this could never happen. That’s not to say that’s as far as it goes, not all. You can bring this up n your workplace and discuss the depletion of society and its apparent drug problems, because it’s not you it’s them and their problems and thank “God” for that.

Wait! Something has slipped your mind, murder has been society as long as anyone can remember, since "the garden” or the alleged explosion that rendered our existence and carried out through the centuries.

Murder is Darfur. Murder is Robert Picton. Murder is methamphetamine.

It has had many names over the years and its name of the day is “Crystal methamphetamine” and how accommodating that you pushed the whole spectrum of murder to back of your mind to make room this small insignificant drug. Who’s to say “murderer” weren’t always like this, drug hungry and decrepit? Or does their past is no factor, just the needle they stick in their arms?

What happened to whole possibilities are endless ideal? It is murder and other such crimes that terrorize regardless if they shot up before doing so. A mother drowned their babies, and fathers their daughters, but were they on the streets in their basements experimenting with amphetamines?

No, they just like you are middle class citizens who are only of this “magnificent” populous that thrives has just continues to build a firmer alibi on which it rests its case. Go ahead, blame Meth it surely is not capable defend it’s self, and if that’s the best excuse we got then so be it. We better take advantage of this opportunity at least until something better presents it’s self or fails

LJ IRL

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 21:57:23 GMT

dear Lj
i hate jm
DIE IRL

satan is a swooner

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 19:06:30 GMT

i have a date with the devil
good thing i bought new shoes.

ghostflowers

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 04:24:31 GMT

last night, the one i hardly remember

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 05:03:07 GMT

bus bus bus bus.
ryanregantimes.
short times, but the best times.
at the door.
kids kids kids.
drugs & kids.
drinking kids.
smoking kids.
screming kids.
dancing kids.
cute kids.
khrystyne kids.
alex kids.
girls girls girls.
linzie sugah.
kelsey kelsey kelsey.
david.
D-rock.
mushrooms make people interesting.
interesting and purplexing.
weeed
sweat sweat.
the set the set.

its like how i feel , inside.

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 18:24:35 GMT

Dear Mr. Spicer, I regret to inform you that you are a sick and twisted individual. It is people like you that make me want to push myself to do more for my community. I hate you; I hate you so very much. I hope that you that you receive as due to your behavior and lack of decency, your full and just reward in sever increments of personal pain and suffering.

charlie the ghost.

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 18:58:50 GMT

mr.teacher

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 22:35:41 GMT

I shouldn't have to do this.
I shouldn't have to come to aschool where the teacher's steal from their students, then we are being taught immoral childish attitudes and unecessary action
I don't need a classroom for that shit.

like tuesday even

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 21:53:45 GMT

So i have a crush on the 25 cent rack in the local and I quote, " Thrift store Boutique"
I'll be going steady with my crush consisting of tacky sweaters and other rather questionalbe attire every coming monday.
It's gonna be killa.

China, my life is a 2-piece combo.
consiting of sweet and sour pork and a serving of chow-mein noodles.
It's a metaphor.
get it?

Enlgish 12 is a joke.
I have to pee.

!!!!

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 06:33:32 GMT

you say party i say connor.

typethis.

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 18:06:39 GMT

type type keyBOARD typ e
communications b
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communication is key.
so BOARD.
ERROR.Malfunctions. what's your ^TYPE.wurdz are my MAJor _MAL.^FUNCTION.

^space__space i____ _space.
n33d.

time to ~~think~~ drink.
www. mikee dont likee.com
we don't^*CLICK* any more.
oh _impersonal computer.

hate kss

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 20:22:06 GMT

dirtpile.
you can only play in dirt for so long.

I'll write backwards and call it art

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 16:15:02 GMT

Instructor.Conductor, where do I go from _here?system systematics got me sick.
democracy , hipocrisy?
can you taste the difference?
a ^littlesalt at this table,waiter.
savor ,flavour at the tip of my tongue.
kill or be ^killed , and I have always liked a _littlemurder.
"Do they hurt you ?"
"Not as much as I hurt them."
analyze and realise the best and worst f or what they are.
Ignore the ignorant.
ingrates, ingrates.
I'll burn your paper jesus
oh holy match stick murder.

the scrimmage

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 15:55:20 GMT

Huddle formation.

littleLONGweekend

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 17:58:37 GMT

So like today sucks.
getting stoned, slow down my mind.
dentist work done this afternoon.
old jeans clean teeth,same hair as last week.

make way for the SOV

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 16:20:58 GMT

This just in, MIkee SO muthafuckin' V rockin' this shit.
Nah nah you feelin' me though, right?
So got ma designer hair in my eyes, and weather is ever changing.
Yeah yeah, but it's all good tho.
OH MA GAWSH!
me drunk as skunk last weekend with C to ARISSA.
fucking that's how we do.
and stoned as drone.
Still gettin' my name dashed around da city, whateva, whauteva, it's dust publicity for free!
Charliemonster in my locker, dats right my locka.
now what you got to show?
Ahh shit.
a little bit of shush.
for me.
theres gatheration , it's not house party man.
wikid cool.
i'lll be there.